Tiger's Tree

Which Victoria's Secret Angel are you?
Tyra Banks You are easygoing, sweet, and care for others!
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You are Betty Grable

The ulitmate girl next door You're the perfect girl for most guys Pretty yet approachable. Beautiful yet real.

You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun. </td> A Slave To BDSM 93% Sex God 70% A Romantic 65% Virgin 28% How are you in bed created with QuizFarm.com

Not a Jealous Bone in Your Body

You're secure, trusting, and giving with friends and lovers And while you may have been hurt before, you've bounced back You're generally happy with your life - and no one's grass is greener than yours One word of caution: some may see your lack of jealousy as indifference!

You're Not Exactly Psycho...

But it's pretty obvious that a small part of you isn't over your ex yet. It's time to give yourself some space from him - being friends is not going to work right now. So stay away from your ex for now... before he turns you into a psycho!

You Are Low Maintenance

Otherwise known as "too good to be true" You're one laid back chica - and men love that! Just remember that no good guy likes a dormat. So if you find your self going along to get along... Stop yourself and put up a little bit of a fight.

You Should Wear L.A.M.B.

A little bit rock n' roll - a little bit retro pinup girl.

Your Nail Polish Color is Purple

How you're unique: You are artistic and expressive Why your style rocks: You pay special attention to color and fabrics What this color says about you: "I'm creative and know how to take care of myself"

Your Power Color Is Blue

Relationships and feelngs are the most important things to you. You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict. If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well. You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.

You Were Nice This Year

You Were 35% Naughty, 65% Nice Okay, so you weren't *entirely* nice this year But Santa doesn't expect a modern girl to be perfect You were good enough - and you'll be rewarded for it

Current Location: Home at my desk
Current Mood: Alive..
Current Music: T.a.T.u - All the things she said

Current Location: Home
Current Music: Pink - Stupid Girls

Merry Christmas my dears! Finally reset my password on this so hopefully you shall hear from me more, now that I'm single again.... I'll try not to whine too much. :P

Current Location: Home-- On my bed (Dressed! Naughty minds)
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Killers - Midnight Show

Here's some more pictures from IMVU.

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Current Location: Home
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: Radio z95.3

Well, my relationship of 1 and a half years and the promise of engagement/marriage ended now 4 days ago.. Part of me is miserable beyond all words, the other part of me... is hopeful, almost relieved? It's a very strange feeling. Slowly as the days go by I am finding my heartache to lessen and the hopeful feelings to grow. I loved Jim very much and he loved me too, but in hind sight, I'm not sure if it ever would have lead to a happy relationship or marriage for that matter, who's to know, time will tell.

I want to continue using this. I have recently gotten addicted to a new chat program though, if any of you have ever played Habbohotel.com or anything of the sort similar, it's like that, but imo a LOT more fun. I am thinking of becoming a designer on the game, if you play it or start playing you'll know what I mean, it's crazy how much you can customize.
It's free, so if you're interested let me know! I can earn some credits to have fun with by inviting you. :)

Here's a link to it, you can also join through here, I urge you all to try it, it really seriously is fun, like MSN but a little more... personable? it's 3d animation. I really enjoy it so far. :)

Anywho, here's the link without further ado.

IMVU - The World's Greatest 3D Chat

Please if nothing more, try it! You might just like it, if not, delete it, what's it matter? I think you all will really enjoy it too.

~ Tora

PS: I plan to write more on my Lady_Toralynn journal also, just a matter of time. If you aren't allowed access and want to be, post here or something.

Current Location: Home
Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: None :(

hehehe.. well, that was sure to get your attention.

Anyways, this is an open post for those of you who are interested in reading my journals that will be otherwise private, on my new LJ, Lady_Toralynn. They are ones about my sexuality, sex life, kink(bondage) and other things that are a big but likely taboo impact on my life. For those who still want in, and to protect those that don't I am leaving this post here, post a comment and I'll add you to my friends list if you wish to be able to read my Lady_Toralynn posts. otherwise, my 'normal' journals will still be posted here. :)

Love always,

Heather

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Full Metal Alchemist BGM

Well, I'm sitting here on Jim's computer in my old bedroom trying to settle my nervous thoughts and build or restore the excited feelings I had prior to today. Today is my first day of college, in a mere hour or two I will be entering into my art course and all I can think about are how similar this felt to my first day of Grade 8, in that way, I was really relieved when I talked to my friends and even my parents and they said they were a bit nervous on their first day too. I guess I shouldn't worry, afterall, I did make friends, many wonderful friends throughout my time at highschool. It also makes me feel so thankful for the wonderful people I have surrounding me, my family, my lover (jim), my oh so dearest friends, and especially, my dog, Maddy. It's amazing how soothing a pet can be, and how they are always there when you really need them. You're never alone or lonely when you pay attention to what your pet is trying to say. :) I love her so much, she's very precious to me, I wouldn't even call maddy my dog, but rather, she's my daughter, I love her as if she were my own child as strange as that may sound to some. The wonderful thing about all these nerves and my battle to conquer them? The more I try to think of positive things, the more grateful I am for what I have and the oportunities unfolding for me. Ready, Steady, Go! Here I come world. =) *burning with determination to do well and have fun at college!....and slowly getting past her nervous feelings! Wish her luck!! XD*

Current Mood: nervous
Current Music: The soft hum of a computer fan

Flying on the wings of broken dreams,
Hoping to hell that I don't mess up things,
Trying my best to fit the pieces,
Praying I'll have what it takes,
To mend these broken wings...

~ Heather

Current Mood: Grumpy
Current Music: Biff Naked ~ I'm a let down

Well... I have no real reason to post this except to show off my 'romantigoth look' thanks to Nikki(yay petsmart!) and to say clubbing at Sanctuary was fun fun fun. ^^ Erica chan was so cute when she saw Phil hitting on meish.. lol XD;; all 'grr toughy!' style ^^ I couldn't help but grin. :3 *hugs Erica and kisses her cheek*. hmmm... I had fun. ^-^ Can't wait for next sunday though I'll have to wear a better dancing dress seeing as people want me out on the dance floor lots.. funny since I can't. XD;;

Hmmm yes.. good times.. finally got my laptop all fixed up! Yay! <3 <3 <3 *kisses her laptop passionately* I missed you Lappy!

Later days!

Current Mood: Happy!!! \(^-^)/
Current Music: The Echo of Silence

Well, today's been a fun day. :D I just got FFXI's expansion, chains of promanthia, and I'm letting it do that awful 1211 file update.. >x<;; I also joined the Midgardsormr LJ community! :D http://www.livejournal.com/community/midgardsormr/ if you're an FFXI'er and on midgardsormr server like I am. ^^/ I saw so many LJ pictures of their FFXI character, so I was inspired to edit one of my pictures for that too. ^^/ Thus my new Picture :D Lady Toralynn, at your serrrvice. (/bow)

Can't wait to go exploring in FFXI :o I was oogling the booklet CoP gives and the pictures look soooooo pretty~~ :D
*bounces excitedly as she awaits the upload to finish, and plays on her GBAsp (Harvest Moon! woohoo bring on the ladies. :P)*

And uhm... ya... Shasma should join too. :o So I can have my sexy wife with me. ^^/ (/cheer)

Current Mood: * Genki *
Current Music: Sister Princess - Repure End

My life is a song and I am the whisper in the wind,
forever by your side.

~ Heather

Current Mood: crappy
Current Music: Ayumi Hamasaki - M

It's funny how it's always the little things in life that can make a person's day. Things such as everyone laughing, not at anyone in particular, but together, together as we dodge the sprinklers while waiting for the same bus; the bus to take us all to our destinations. It's funny how in busy, high society, with such short time, everyone is too busy for "the little things", or is it that even when time is short, we're all rushing to get it over with?

Current Mood: Philosophical

Yup, it's that rare, but still happening time again! Update DAY! *cheers* umm.. yeah I'm currently working on updating my Deviant Art account ( http://toralynn.deviantart.com/ ) and then also this, Live Journal. :) Umm.. How am I? Good! I'm addicted to Final Fantasy XI though. ^^ My addiction is starting to rub off onto others too *cough*Jen&Erica*cough* but that's good. :P Umm... umm...Japanese 12 nighschool is ending in about 2 and a half weeks (4 more classes) so that means I'll have more free time soon! *cheers again* Umm.. Work experience.. right.. I've been going to a few of those meetings and yeah.. last one was all gross and erk.. worker safetyish with graphic videos. >.<; made me squimish and I couldn't watch them fully. >.<;; The girl who was sitting beside me was shaking while clasping back a scream while watching them... it must have been really scary.. they were as far as I watched. >.<;; Poor girl. She's brave to watch it. >.<;;; Umm.. on a less disgusting note... I have nothing else to say. ^^; Go look at my pretty pictures (I hope they're pretty.. are they pretty??? :S) um.. Yeah that's it.. ^^;; I'm still alive!! *cheers*

Current Mood: creative
Current Music: Naruto Opening 3

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... heh I wish. ^^

Yup, I'm babysitting tonight.. now infact.. bye bye!
(been bored waiting for FFXI, luckily my Jenny has come over to entertain me. We beat Baldur's Gate together and we're working on BG Dark Alliance two. We can both be sexy women in it!! yay!! ...I hate the cleric.. I want to be the monk now.. hahaha.^^;; Cleric's spells suck really.. but I like the storyline and It's a blast playing with Jen, so... Good times!)

Toodle doodles!

Oh yeah, after sharpening scissors for hours with my dad (I earned $80! yay!), he treated me like a princess and took me out to see an Imax (Nascar(sooo cool!!!!), and Ocean Oasis(sooo pretty!!!!)) as well as spoiling me with a Starbucks Hot chocolate and a pizza. ^^* I was a happy girly. The guy at Starbucks was really cute. ^^;; I almost got 2 hot chocolates because he filled mine with so much whipcream that it was overflowing. Gotta go! bye bye~~!

Hey all you zanny people! Isn't Zanny such a great word? Zanny!

Anyways, I just returned home from my classes (I had the truck all to myself today!..it's not that great really.. I drive even when my mom is there... it kinda sucks not having my mom there actually.. I get so lonely. ;_; Oh well. Radio good and fewer distractions. I need to remember when driving about in QE's parking lot NOT to use the gas pedal at all.. (it's really sensitive and could cause you to rearend someone if you're too close like I *nearly* did today. Luckily I only tapped it lightly then went straight to breaks. ^^;; yay youthful reactions. Someone was nice to me today though!! They waved me out. ^^ I love nice people! Thank you Nice Person!! (If you've never driven in QE's parking lot at the major "exiting" times,... then it's pretty much like chaos in a box of cement with idiots racing about and everyone having to force their way into the lane of traffic and such because everyone's in a hurry to be idiotic uncurtious people that they are. GRR IDIOTIC UNCURTIOUS PEOPLE!!! GRR!!

... How did I get onto that topic? That's like Mr Calhoun and Magic Wands to How our school is prepared for Earthquakes... That was a great Literature Class. :) (We suspect Moses was the cause of "mages" or "magical beings" to always need wands in order to use their powers. :P We figure it's a center point/focus point. *Moses used a rod/walking stick to do God's biddings for those who don't know Christianity coolness*

ANYWAYS! Back to the whole point of this silly post... MY ANIMATION IS TURNING OUT COOL!!!!! I only have the opening animated so far and the letters look all.. bubbly really.. but..but!!! It'll be cool. :) I'll see if I can upload it and post it here for a week or so for everyone to download and oogle with awe... or say it's poop and delete it... but that would make me cry... ;_; The Animation is Called "Angel Hunting" and it is about the Fall of Angel J (one of the members of CIC Productions Art Studio { http://www.cicpro.tk/ }) Angel J on CIC Pro's site is only known as FAJ so... I made this animation to illustrate why She's a Fallen Angel and the rest of us are Angels(minus Mao Mix that is.. She's the demon of the group. *huggles her demon*) I'd tell you the story of it... but that'd ruin the point of showing it now wouldn't it??? So you better watch it! Or else.... YOU'LL WONDER WHAT THE HECK HAPPENED FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE...VES!!!! or until you finally watch it...so just save yourself the havoc and watch it when it comes okay? ^^;

Later Days!

Current Mood: enthralled
Current Music: Utada Hikaru - Travelling

Hello all you silly normal people! (Don't ask, I wouldn't know)
Yup, I still have vitals.. and I am still alive. As one of my previous posts stated.. nightschool is shoving a straw in me and sucking my free time away. :) Hehe that tickles~ XD Anyways, just posting a picture I stayed up really late last night to colour with the pentablet I borrowed from school.. here it is! it'll be on my devinatart account soon too ( http://toralynn.deviantart.com ). I hope you all enjoy it, it's a picture for a friend of mine, (Firemyst) who's engaged to be wed next month in FFXI. :) *could RPGing get any more real than that? O.o best not ask, don't want anything bad to happen. ^^;*

anyways, here's the linky-winky as my tarutaru friends would say:
http://www.tg16.net/~toralynn/firemystdress.jpg

I'm sad to say it doesn't quite look like her character.. mainly because I was only going by memory and my memory is quite poor apparently... so.. sorry Firemyst! :( I'll draw you another one and actually use your character if you want. >.< that'll be a while though... :S Anyways, I hope you all enjoy the picture, I think I made a pretty background of it, so.. I'm happy. ^^;;

Current Mood: accomplished

I saw the movie Mel Gibson directed today, The Passion Of Christ....
......wow.......

Current Mood: hopeful

I thank God that I'm not a criminal...

... I drop the soap too often ... >.

Current Mood: thankful

Well, my morning started interesting. I had the weirdest dream about 6:00am today! (or well, that's when it ended at least) You want to hear about it? Yes? Okay, I'll tell you.

Me and Tanysha were walking through this mall, we enter this clothing store when these Zombies start attacking us. I trip on something and come face to face with this zombie who's decapitated and yet, still able to move around. It's some oriental lady. She was really scary looking, especially since she kept trying to bite my fingers when I tried to push her away. My only weapon... a wooden hair brush.. -.-; Thankfully Tanysha, the wonderful friend she is, ends up blasting her away with a shotgun and saves me. ^^ She's my hero. *huggles Tanysha*

Pretty neat, eh? Minus being freaked out a bit afterwards and not sleeping till school started, I kind of enjoyed the dream. It was amusing. :) Scary yet amusing. It makes me thankful we don't live in a culture where cannibalism is popular. ^^

Current Mood: amused

I'm bored out of my mind. I'd play Baldur's Gate or Final Fantasy Crystal Chronicals, but neither of those are fun by yourself, I'd play FFX2 but I can't get past the part I'm at, and it frustrates me. I've called so many people and nobody is free today.. no I don't want to do something tomorrow, by tomorrow I'll have found something to do. I want to do something now. I want to be with someone now. I hate being alone...

somebody save me from myself

Ah who cares. I'll go read full moon manga! ^^

Current Mood: lonely
Current Music: Saeko Chiba - Sayonara Solitia